I miss having those quiet moments during long busrides. We used to be thinking about god knows what, looking around those familiar scenes and just thinking to ourselves silently. There wasnt anything like awkward silences. Maybe its because we know we'll always be there for one another no matter what, like everyone's always around. But things changed. We were once a big part of each others' lives, we were once mutually important people, we knew each other. But not anymore, even friendship fades as time goes by. Sometimes i hate it when people show their luv for me. Making me realise that so many people actually care for me and love me makes me think whether i truly deserve them all. It makes me guilty. I dont do luv cause i'm always asking myself will the same people luv me as much five years down the road? The simple though of losing them kills. I dont do luv cause i'm afraid of losing them someday down the road. Memories hurts. Used to be hurts ad much. Truth hurts the most.

As we grow older, we become even more dull. People have pms, jasmine have pbs. But pbs jassie still wanna tell those people who luv her that she luv them just as much♥